no...not my job
but smoking
this is stupid because I've been smoking for 9 years and then I quit for 3 years when I moved to Boston
now I start to smoke again for 3 months now. I shouldn't touch a cigarette ever again since then but shit happens you know? Smoking is bad. It's expensive, it's bad for your health, I can't focus on anything and it's disgusting
but I like to be outside during the summer smoking and I've been thinking that I should quit when it's cold.
seems like summer is about to end here and it's getting cold. So why don't I just quit.
it's not easy when my boyfriend is smoking too and we're together 24/7
today is my first day to quit and I didn't bring any cigarettes to my work at all and I didn't have any cigarette since I woke up. That's a good start.
I know once I get home I'll smoke again but I'm not going to be hard on myself because of that.
Quiting is a difficult process and I know I can't just quit like last time.
Atleast I'm not going to smoke at work anymore for now. I'm very aggrevated but atleast I got my work done.
My goal is I want to be completely done with smoking by my birthday and it's October 16th